I glanced up at his face while she told me about the boy
that had hung himself just two days prior. He had the same look I’d seen
before—one of resilience but also desperation. It’s a fierce kind of look that
he seems to carry with him everywhere.
And how could you not bare that expression when you live in
this reality of dark forces all around yet you yourself are full of Light? The
contrast is harsh.
They’d invested in the young man who chose to take his own
life after a fall-out with his wife. He had lived on their grounds like the
dozens of other boys that they care for and invest in, including his own
brother. They’d spoken Hope and Truth over him. And yet, the darkness
prevailed.
It’s a heavy burden to carry and one that’s weight is
exaggerated all the more when you find yourself isolated in the depths of the
Amazon jungle.
She went on to tell me more about the six-year-old boy who
rejoined their family after having been taken away from them by missionaries
without their consent—the son of a witchdoctor, mysteriously entrusted to their
care. She told me stories that give goosebumps. They’re the kind of stories
that missionaries like to tell from the front of America’s air-conditioned
church buildings. They make good fundraising material.
But it’s not so glamorous when it’s your reality, this kneeling
down early in the morning to pray away the evil. There are 19 young men who
live on their property with them. Each with their own story, their own past.
Some are Christ-followers now. Others quite the opposite. All of them hearing and experiencing the Love
that surpasses tribal cultures and languages and myths and strongholds.
But not all of them experiencing the freedom that comes from
knowing the True Healer, Father, Life-giver.
Little nine-month-old Sofia bounced in her lap as she
continued to unload these burdens and my mind tried to reconcile all of the
disparities of young men overcome by darkness with bouncing infants in all the
innocence, wondering how Hope can prevail in all of this hopelessness.
And then it hits me that the Hope is sitting right in front
of me. It is Josi, sitting with her daughter whom she will raise up to know
Jesus as her Father. It is Marcos, with his hand on his son Lucas’s back, whom
he will teach what it means to be a Christ-follower. It is little Tepi,
learning from Marcos in the wee hours of the morning as they swing together in
the hammock, speaking of the True Chief.
It’s the day to day of hard prayers
and hard Truth being spoken on their property on a little parcel of land in the midst of the jungle as they invest in the lives and
futures of these young indigenous men who will go back to their tribes and
communities, armed in the darkness with the True Light.
There is Hope. And it’s a Hope that prevails through the
darkest of places and the pierces the coldest of hearts. It’s through the day
in and day out. The bending and pouring out of lives spent for the broken. It's each of us investing in our own disciples, the children He has entrusted to us. It's the dying to of self and dreams and plans for the sake of the one. It's believing that He is True and His Love is worth the cost.
It's building His Kingdom, right here.
“The
people who live in darkness
have seen a great light,
and for those living in the shadowland of death,
have seen a great light,
and for those living in the shadowland of death,
light has dawned.”
Matthew 4.16
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